The past few weeks have been the most boring I’ve experienced, all of them wrapped around a few hours here and there marked by stifled emotions, passing disbelief, denial and even morbid fascination and curiosity.
We had just returned to Colorado from a trip to Iowa for RAGBRAI 50, where I struggled and had to call it quits after just 42 hilly miles on my road bike. It turns out anemia, falling hemoglobin and low platelet counts can really slow a body down.
I ended up in our local V.A. hospital when we got home. Within a few hours, I took my first ever ride in an ambulance when my V.A. care team referred me to a larger medical facility just a few miles away.
Late the following evening, another ambulance took me to our local airport. I was loaded on an airplane, flown to a Denver-area airport, then driven to UC Health in Aurora. It was midnight when I was wheeled into the room that I would occupy for the next several days.
That’s where the experts confirmed my new diagnosis: acute myeloid leukemia (AML).
Never heard of it. Not at all what I expected.
“It’s curable,” said the doctor. “That’s our goal.”
Well, OK then.
After seven days of IV chemotherapy, I’m back home for a few weeks, taking lots of meds to kill bad stuff inside of me and other meds to protect me as we destroy my immune system so I can get a new one.
Happy 70th birthday to me. As on every August 17, I’m happy to be here and a little surprised.
B.J.
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